At least I think Kenta's drawing is free and joyous...his writing is vigorous...he does a good job when he puts some extra effort........Ever since his school teacher pointed out that he might have some growing impediment problem as he can't draw or write well, an unidentified anxiety grew within me. Come to think of it, Kenta was born, but his biological mother didn't want the birth, and she never got herself diagnosed while her pregnancy. The ambience during the pregnancy or the time he was born must not have been a cozy one. But, there's no way of knowing if all these affected upon him. This just makes me irritated. This is what I feel.. ...
Kenta senses out what I (We) feel toward him, and he sometimes explodes his emotion when I(We) urge his little attention.
Kenta says "How come I'm not doing well?" It's hard for me to accept that he reprimands himself....
"You are you, Kenta"...That's what I am supposed to say, or, on the contrary, "If I were put...in such a situation...of...in future" .....I say to myself I have to accept what's coming to me...or I may be in a fix in future.... Nevertheless, I think I will continue to bring him up in this mixed emotion...
Regardless.....now I think it loud and say it loud....Kenta's drawing is free and joyous, Kenta writes vividly if he puts some extra effort--------------------